Today

So today I was in an establishment with Sabers. We overhead a gentlemen as one of the owners (we just know this) if there were hiring. We then overheard her telling him that they were and how tired she was because they didn't have enough staff, etc.

20 minutes pass.

30 minutes pass.

I ask her in the same setting and with similar enthusiasm if they are hiring. She replies. "Actually we're not."

Now I'm going to not go into more details or continue to rant about my curiosity of why the story changed *cough*( because you're a bald girl ) *cough* because I don't really feel like getting all worked up and over analyzing it until my brain pops.

Instead I'm gonna have movie night with the most important men on Earth.

BLEH!

Me

2010 Can SUCK it!!

The only nice thing about 2010 is that I got the hell out of Klamath Falls. Denver is nice and all but it's a huge pain in the ass for me to get a job as I have no support network for my kiddos here and the hours I will be working (eventually when I find employment) will force me to either leave my children alone to put themselves to bed or to get up and find they're own way to school. This is so unacceptable on so many levels and there is nothing I can do about it.
My divorce is still not finalized and we've been separated for eons. Why the fuck is it so easy to get married and so difficult to get divorced?
Currently Sunshine is M.I.A. having only said "I'll be back" at 10:30 pm last night. Hopefully he had to work a double and is already at work so that he doesn't end up fired for not showing up to his regular schedule at 1:15 pm today ... since he hasn't been back I'm guessing that's not going to happen. After all he would need a uniform.
I have a huge house to clean before our inspection. I need to start vlogging again. Such a good way to vent my frustrations, why did I ever stop?

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Do you every feel like you'll never learn the leason they teach? I do. Furthermore I'm pretty sure I'll never figure out what it is I'm supposed to be studying. I feel like I keep coming back to this earth over and over without the synapses needed to establish the pattern, moral, or meaning of it all. It's like stumbling and failing are what was meant for me and it's certainly tiring. That is all, loves

Spastic realizations

I really need to get a life. That is all.

Paying it forward

Last week on the radio I heard Psycho Shannon was paying it forward by giving away $100 dollars of her birthday money in 5 dollar bills. The next day I took my boys to lunch with a friend of theirs and the table next to us picked up our tab and left without a word. We found out when we tried to pay. So I went to the coffee shop and paid for the next persons drink.

Then I went to the gym and realized how much more I enjoy it when I make it there during a specific time of day, when it's me and the same friendly group who smile and way at each other. So I paid it forward by smiling and waving at a guy I don't see there that often. Maybe it'll give him a morale boast and he'll come more often, or enjoy it more, I don't know ... it's just an idea

Child Welfare System is Bogus

I am the mother of a 11 year old boy living with Autism. He does not like school, he is brilliant, but the system doesn't fit him. He wrote this story:

"All who destroy my hard work will NEVER go to heaven. Hatred in the school comes from teachers. We work harder than people think, then teachers destroy it all. School is evil, villainous and work-bashing. Why must they do this? Do they actually hate kids? This will stop when true freedom rings ... when kids have the equal power as adults ... when the united states is REALLY united." - Cory
"Freedom is impersonated..."

His teacher sent it to the student counselor.

The student counselor called Child Welfare.

Child Welfare came and interviewed my kids at school (not notifying me).

Child Welfare came to my house and interviewed me.

I opened this shop

Come visit my store on CafePress!

R.I.P.

My dogs were either poisened or got parvo. The older two were allegedly up to date on shots when I got them so they should have been immune. I couldn't afford the diagnostic test nor the additional 1,500 bucks they wanted up front for treatment. I had to have them put down. I'm gonna cry about this for a long time. I'd like to ask all you vets out there how you sleep at night. You went into the profession because you love animals. You wouldn't refuse a human treatment over inability to pay up front. Thanks for big dicks and refusing to set up a payment plan with me. Fuckers.

2010 Master Cleanse Day 1

Decided to kick things off last night and had a mug of Smooth Move Tea (which they now make in Chocolate by the way) - Not my favorite as I was awakened at 4 am ... BLAH.
I think I'll go with evenings from now on.
Also my lemonade needs more cajan today (frowny face). Oh well, off to a good start anyway.
Hope all my pals are doing well too.
Kisses
Carmella

2010 Master Cleanse

The lemonade diet recipe detail is here:
• 2 tablespoons of freshly squeezed lemon.
• 2 tablespoons of grade B Maple Syrup.
• Add cayenne pepper according to your preference
• A glass of pure water.

That's the lemonade portion of the master cleanse that a few friends and are starting tommorrow.

Today I'm limiting my intake to live/juiced foods to sort of easy into it.

Some of us will be using 2oz. of warm spring water mixed with 2 Tbsp. of sea salt in the morning. I myself have choosen to go with smooth move tea as I just threw up the salt water last time I attempted that.

Wish me luck ... oh yeah and hears a pic of todays lunch.

Carmella Adell

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Psycho Dreams

So last night I was dreaming that I was approaching a mall somewheres and I saw Ali and her husband sitting on a bench outside it. Ali yelled to me but she hollered the wrong name and I stopped several feet away and pretended to not hear her. I was waiting for her to realize that she'd called out the wrong name when I looked up and saw Leon heading out of the mall. He was walking right towards me. We stared at each other and I suddenly slow motion fell backward. He passed me as I lay on the ground staring up. Neither of us said a word.
The next day in my dream I read the paper to find that Leon and Leigh had been killed in a car accident during a snow storm. I was said and worried about their baby. I wished I had said something.
What a trip.

let the betting begin!

I have done this once before, sworn off men for 12 months, & it's time to do it again. I made it 9 months the last time. I am just not mentally prepared for the baggage that comes with relationships so here I go again. feel free to take a stab at how long I can make it...

It's the small things

I have a habit of feeling like a rescuer and when I happen to be in the right place at the right time with the right thing to say it warms my heart and I remember why I stay here on Earth.